Going back to the start

Oh I wish, how I could start it all over again

not for you this time,

for myself

my soul

my dying energy

and for the choices I made…

before I drown

in the ocean of my mind

I want to make it right

this time I want to do it for me

this time for that 16 year old girl

for that child in me…

For the choices I made

intoxicated with your love

bruised with your thoughts

I was everywhere

But I belonged nowhere

I yelled I screamed

but I was shut and demeaned

While gathering the missing pieces

of my broken heart

I cry and I realise

Somethings are just not meant to be

Here I feel broken yet complete

with my courage to move on

I ended this to begin anew

and from here I am going back to the start…


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