How is it to fear the fear ?
to face it?
and to live with it?
I wake up to my fear everyday
I push it aside and go for a long morning walk
It says you can’t make it and I complete one more round
It throws me to the wolves to see me cry
I do cry, I get bogged down, I sulk
I get up harder
It puts me in situations
I never want to be
but still I go through it
and come out everytime
I meet few people
who bring out the worse in me
they do it every time
It is like crossing the lane of a morgue
I know I will be disturbed
I know it will effect me
but I do it everyday
I try to make it even with my fears by accepting them
I try to own them normalize them for me
it doesn’t work here,
fear has got its’s own traits
I let it soak me in its elements
to feel it more closely
either I learn to leave it or live with it.
What do you fear the most? How do you handle it?
Much love and gratitude